I hope you are doing well. I wanted to send you a quick note to share with you what’s been going on lately. It’s been a very good start to this new year.
Beginning sometime early last year I began to feel the Universe pulling me in a new, yet familiar direction. It’s nice to have my old friend visit again as it’s been nearly a decade since the last.
During that last visit – which happened around the middle of 2008, the Universe asked/commanded me to stop everything I was doing and change my life, alter the way I did things and relocate to a new state.
I made these changes happily and began what has been one of the most magnificent journeys of my life – one that I have learned from and enjoyed very much. Not only that, I am certain it saved my life.
Now it seems it’s time to begin a new/old journey again. But this time I enter the familiar arena armed with new insights and lessons I have learned. Most importantly I’ve grown much wiser and much less desperate for things to come to an early end.
Today I feel much looser than I have in ages. Creativity blows like wind through nearly every thought and every hour of the day. It’s a welcome change too – as the tightly wound knot that has held me together through these years of re-education was beginning to cut off my circulation.
I am reminded of how it felt to be a very young person, discovering the beauty and strangeness of life for the first time. Only now I have experience – and won’t be caught off guard by the darkness that is a part of every wonderful thing.
I would like to share with you some of the things that I have found and am still finding that have helped along the way. So please keep an eye open for them in the near future.
I’m breathing deeply now, blowing out a bit of my own energy into the ether. Smoke signals perhaps, telling the nearby villagers that a new day has dawned…
and change is coming.
Cristian Dalla Torre says
Hi Malan! Where are all your Youtube videos gone?? I was eating them day by day….and they disappeared…
Daniel Douglas says
I’m really keen to hear your story of life after recovery and what trails and achievements you have encountered outside of the rooms.
From a curious fellow Affiliate / Addict.